Be free

We are often foolish in love and love affairs. I was once taught that all could be reasonable as well as rational in matters of love, and I doubted it. I felt love was a beautiful feeling and falling in love would ultimately lead to fulfilling marital vows. That is a very naive assumption. Although that assumption would be based on prior conversations to the effect. Often, personalities differ in perception to what commitment is. Many times I have written and pondered on this subject. It has not made me any wiser in matters of love. I have been in and out of love so many times that with each failure, all I have gained is disappointment and hurt. To the point, I am almost not surprised any more. Yet, I shall never give up on love of lovers. For to allow the heart to pine and hurt, increases endurance and remain open to love, love affairs, romance and the like.
As each person we meet come into our lives for a lesson or a reason, the post consequence of a failed relationship is a grieving process, a momentary silence of the soul. It will be revived by the next soul love that comes along, that we shall have the flame of hope kindle once more. I am starting to believe that, it is an undying energy that has solely my signature on it, that travels through each potentially suited man, that the energy helps us to bond and grow, to a limit that is reachable of heightened senses, and that only with mutual consent will this energy flourish. Therefore, every suitable man that has a vested and sincere interest, will be helped by this unique energy force. That is probably why, most people in love have the sense of knowing each other. The chemistry called love, is an emotion which is triggered by the brain to conceive a union between two humans. The kind of love felt has gradations. It needs nurturing to expand and bloom. It cannot be one sided, there should be no hesitation, no pauses or insecurities. There should be no misconceptions neither any doubts. Love is never wrong when in the heart, it feels good, comfortable and healthy.

Ever so often, we fall blindly but allow the self to lead with intuition as a guide. When we prepare life for loving and lovingness, words of doubt never leak from the lips, contradicting words of amour at other times, consistency is infallible. Difficulties arise, but when two souls determine a joint path, the love overrides all else. I am hurting, am in pain, in the depths of my heart, I have a craving and longing for that soul love, energy based, intuition guided, angel delivered soul mate for a partner on Earth. I may have to send the right frequencies of call and support out to the antenna of the beloved who is also seeking me. For every new candidate there is new hope, the past is not viable because it has proven itself incompatible. We need to move forward. Not be stuck in manipulation and dreams alone. Imagination with hope then a drastic fall with disappoitment. The road on towards a love is rough. Everyday brings new hope, new journeys, new wisdom and maybe one day finally, the new love. When one finally meets this love , one shall know, it is said. Do consider that soul families are large and love is great, but only one is the real spouse.

 ~Lorraine Nur~