Life is short but good

Life is short but it can be good. Place positive structures and choices; be simple; arrange work and activities around relax time, prayer time. Emphasis to self each day about the blessings and focus generally on good things rather than the bad. When we predispose ourselves of this morbid thinking we limit the positive vibes . We create our own environment of placid and peace ❗️we are incharge of ourselves . 

"There are chickens that are white, chickens that are black : what is the difference among the eggs? "

Lorrainenurshufiya @2016

Spirit travel in dreams

Recently, I have been having so many vivid dreams that have been happening in a short space of time. Dreams are usually visions and messages for me.They often forewarn or tell of something happening or going to eventualise. Some make up of the dreams aren't  depicted as reality but more picturesque. Their allegorical meanings needs deciphering. Thus, it encourages me to ponder it's meaning. Solely, it is a spirit awareness that emerges because to meditate a vision ,must take time and focus to receive clear messages ; unlike a dowsing where I can actually be sure of the specifics during sessions. In these times we often forget how to connect our soul to the Universal language and the messages from the metaphysical world. I like to think myself as a visitor here and I get "GPRS" direction or "Wifi" connection all the time. I suppose, in today's modern world filled with high tech, it isn't difficult to comprehend my theory of spiritual communication. From a physics tangent we can follow and understand this by using law of energy, waves,  & quantum theory will soon not just be a theory as people scuffle to find the meaning of life. We are all connected to one another by an energy force that is greater than us all put together. If we just tapped into it as it is our fuel to use,we will see and discover what abounds and be surprised. We together are a mighty force on this Earth which is also part of our force. So, dream time isn't a myth , it is a conscious act of being in more than this dimension and "traveling" to other ones to receive news. Almost like a radio sending news over the airwaves. Chanellers are such. If we don't use a tool to expedite our communication, we can often miss messages. If we don't use tools before we receive messages , we will get a buzzing sound in the ears and not long later we will dream. And not long after that , it will happen. I have been dreaming since a child. In young adulthood I didn't take my dreams seriously; but since having a space of time practising dowsing; I now know from intuition that a dream carries a message. Intuition because during dowsing; we go through what l like to term" boot camp" training by spirit guides in order to know true and false messages; and the identity of the ones bringing us messages. And the real truth or fact of this unseen message will manifest itself in the real world by a script we read, news we see or someone else may mention as a form of verification. Someone with faith in God must trust that He may choose whoever for a particular life task. I have faith in the One God and within Islam as my chosen religion I have guidelines which allow me to understand this spiritual journey and the task at hand. I didn't choose to have this gift nor did I have to earn it in some mystical way. I was born with it and as I matured I needed to learn more about how to use this gift to help others. Knowledge of anything may be sent when the time is right and by simple research on a topic I learn what is what, by facts.  As a Muslim, we do not use "fortune telling" as a term or art because it is prohibited. If a message comes it is sent by God's will and this is in our Al Qur'an which says God will inform whom He pleases when He pleases. He chooses them. I have certainty in God , in a way that I feel I need His permission for all aspects of my life; knowing He is the Ultimate Power and so by this I believe in my dreams and then I pray about the content and ask for His Merciful Guidance. 

I have only to pray and deliver to who it is meant for and if the receiver wants to accept it or not it is their prerogative. Simply, when one receives a message it is meant to be of help and make one feel looked after .... Hence, hopefully creating awareness of God's Kindness and Mercy and bringing a soul closer to the Lord of the worlds. Everything that I receive cannot contradict what is said in Al Qur'an or go against Islam; if it does then I know the entity is the opposition. With this knowledge I then "fight" them. It isn't imagination but a phenomena that happens in another dimension and my soul is in charge not my body. Much like when people play on their gadgets, Xbox or PlayStation ... They get engrossed in their game as if it's real; so focused they forget where they are or what time it is; and they never feel tired. Such is spirit traveling. In order not to be side tracked ; spirit needs spirit food and spirit time, meaning lots of prayers, enough solitude and silence ; to regenerate. It is a lifestyle ... As the gamester and the addictive games played via gadgets and online. We may live in the present moment but is it the real reality or is there something more to this life than what we actually "see" or are being made to see? 

Let's ponder on this a while, shall we.

Love, peace & light to all

LorraineNur@2016  

Thinking about births

 

Salam to all.

I was an older mother;after having 3 miscarriages and 1 ectopic pregnancy which I had to end and suffered the loss of my right Fallopian tube at 32 years of age. I had finally then given up all hope of ever having children. I gave it up to God and His Will. 

I became pregnant again at 33. I was nervous and had more pregnancy signs and discomforts than previous pregnancies. After passing the 12th week mark I was still anxious until the 20th week. I could see my baby and started feeling excited. I could start to feel all the movements and the morning sickness lasted the entire pregnancy. I remember having terrible cravings like eating pickles with rice and cheese. Wanting Tim Tams so desperately and could finish five mandarin fruits in one sitting. Reading the entire Al Qur'an in a month during the month of Ramadan as well as eating 2 packets of noodles each time I had a craving for it. This pregnancy lasted 40 weeks. She was late. I didn't dilate past 3cm and had false alarms from week 38 innumerable times. Finally, at 40 weeks on a Monday, with waves of contractions I was admitted into North Gosford Private Hospital.The contractions weren't easing off and I wasn't dilating much. On Wednesday, my child had fetal distress and I had an emergency caesarean. The obstetrician gave me an epidural and started the caesarean ; I could feel them move my insides and was so worried; but he comforted me in his soothing voice and not long after my first born was raised out from me as white and shining as if a light surrounded her. They checked her and all was well. Here was Rahmani. 20 months later ; saw me in the hospital again delivering my second child. This time, because of the previous caesarean , "over baked baby" , we opted to induce him at 38 weeks. It was the first normal birth after a caesarean. I had read up on all the different birthing ways in my first pregnancy. And read up on normal births after a caesarean ; I trusted in the knowledge I had and discussed options with my obgynae. He agreed and observed me well during the second delivery; which he helped by giving me an epidural ( but it was too late as the baby was already in the birth canal) and the pain was so intense. The 18 hours of contractions and an episiotomy with suction to the baby's head as he was crowing , delivered a healthy son, on Friday morning. Exciting enough, after 15 months saw me back at the same hospital to deliver my third child. The most normal of all the births so far and, as I recall the most painless , on time at 38 weeks and easy birth, on my knees , "plopped out" my third child Ruhani on Wednesday. Another 15 months later, I again went into the birthing unit of what was now like a second home, and delivered on Friday my fourth child , Ridhwan. He was induced at 38 weeks as I felt such a pressure I could hardly walk. When he was four months we moved to Indonesia. Everything is different here. Yet after 16 months, I was admitted to Mitra and delivered my fifth child on Friday. 

The point of this story is ; how amazing that all these children 2 girls born on Wednesday and 3 boys born on Friday ( Islamic calendar day begins after asr' ) .... After all when Allah wills He says "Be and it is" ( Kun fa ya Kun).

It never ceases to amaze me and each time I reflect on their lives and births; I see the Power of Allah in our lives. SubhanAllah. Alhamdullilah ala kulli Hal. 

Each child also has special birth months and dates. 

18 Dzulhijjah (April 1998)

27 Ramadan ( January 2000)

10 Muharram (April 2001)

3 Shawwal ( December 2002)

10 Rabi'ul Awal (April 2004) 

5 in 6 years !!!!

Perhaps, my experience may be of benefit to new mums worried about birth and having children.

I am very blessed . I praise Allah SWT for all He allots me. 

*Sallu ala nabiy*

And may the praises of Allah be upon our Holy Prophet Muhammad, his progeny and companions.