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Monday, May 19, 2014

Cold feet

"There are unique moments we will encounter, when nothing is as it was perceived initially."12 May 2014

19th May 2014 1:59am
The room gets extremely cold, my feet feel frozen.
I was as if in a stupour, and felt paralysed. I am in the bed, trying to get up, and I keep trying , am moving, standing, but my position doesn't change. I see the window and the curtains slightly opened. I don't see anything forcing me but there is pressure and a forceful energy. I call out for the ones near me, noone wakes, I retrieve my phone, I am holding it but I can't see it. Then vaguely I see the phone screen, then it disappears. My son is sleeping beside me. I feel him holding onto my hand. Then his weight as if holding onto me. I call him, but he doesn't wake up. I still can't see what is preventing me from moving and walking... I am off the bed, my movements burdened, heavy and drugged. I don't go pass the window, I walk backwards towards the locked door, still facing the window. I notice the curtain is slightly opened, a slit. I am back on the bed, I am in a heavily stupoured paralysis. I keep reading my prayers of safety, in and out of calling the ones nearby... I recite a special prayer for my son... The energy ceases, the hold stops, the force depletes... I can move, open my eyes and I am still in the bed, next to my son and now, I am truly awake. 
I wanted to know what was preventing my son proper sleep and causing him to sleep walk... I sensed a presence of coldness an hour before my strange dream. I demanded to know what presence was causing his anxiety. I wonder what I have actually experienced?
-lorrainenurshufiya@2014

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