Tests and trials, burdens of life

Who needs children, when people use them to cause pain. Whether they know it or not. By their attitude and behaviour, one’s children, in the care of others, will become foreign to a mother, eventually. As all the rights and liberties assigned by God’s laws are trodden on. This is a situation that breaks the camel’s back, when disrespect to mothers’ comes from the environment they grow up in, resulting in causing unbearable hurt and pain. Which, a mother, has to then make a choice, a insticnt of how to survive. Without her children , she feels dead. With their rotten examples and following bad characteristics, they kill her, so what is the difference for a mother, to never ever have to see or be with her children again? She is made to seem as an unimportant object in their lives, so much so, they disregard her as anything but that! Even if they are young, then shouldn’t it be the adult carers who show better examples. Imagine , a mother who has done nothing wrong, needs supervised contact in a designated environment to be with her children! That is not reality or real life, that is the devil’s way to cause more heartache and tension. So, the better and wiser, stronger and braver, will walk away for a better cause and to live a life fulfilled. After all, these children are now born and all they need is the education to become efficient people. But as the lessons taught by both sides are contradictory, it is as if the same as lying. I need to justify my life and I will be responsible for my actions, and as a mother who now says she has no children, only so they will realise, all of them, that they have crossed the line! Bear it all up from now on, in front of God and the future, you will be responsible for yourselves. Let this mother rest, before her body is buried alive by the filth and rotten nature of humans with no God consciousness. Perhaps she will be relinquished of the anguish they cause by ignorance. How shameful! My mother once told me, nobody is indispensible, she was right! Children need their mothers, not vice versa! Mothers can live through it all with strength because when she becomes a victim of injustice, angels will surround her. God can replace everything. Which mother suffered because her children did not want her? Which child suffered because they did wrong to their mother? What does Islam teach about mothers? These children have liberty to go every where but not to their own mother, me! Three times they have been to someone’s home just below in the same complex but they have never come to their mothers’ place, because their father is neurotic plus paranoid. And noone will stand up to it, noone will support the mother, noone will make a stand…because he has money. And this is evil tyrant’s injustice….. as in Al Qur’an their lot is served, in this dunya and the akhirat. As for me, Allah knows best, how much I can bear. Time to say ENOUGH is ENOUGH! Make yourselves ready for Jahannam, the place for tyrants and hypocrites. While you have been doing this to me for 7 years, the place for your end is forever.