Love Potion No:9

It’s so frustrating, it’s absurd and getting hilarious!

This must be the point of when a person might go insane. Driven to madness, take’s on a new meaning. Love, is all a mind game. When two people devote a presence of each other to one another initially, a comradeship of souls,it gets berserk! How and when did the chemistry begin to create such instability? Where does all our wisdom go? How does the united energy become artillery to the brain?

Then the nonsense, that comes from the thoughts of unidentified facts or guesses, it leads on and on, to a stage of almost mental stress ,delirious fever or craziness.

This is LOVE POTION No:9!

I am frustrated for no reasons except my own makings!

It really shouldn’t be so, and then I tell myself, that I shall not pay any more attention, that it’s all a waste of time, the next minute the Blackberry buzzes, and it’s the LOVE, oh my, wisdom disappears, all the frustrations fly out the window, and the love potion starts! A teenage display of flirtish delights! Oh and the sweetness that oozes, the comfortable tones of “being in love”. It’s so magical!

Drastic curves and inconsistent actions, determined by his attentions! How I feel in such a daze. I keep telling myself how foolish I am. I keep reprimanding myself for being so gullible and infatuated. The glorious state of drunken stupour. The glazed look in the eyes. The flutterings of butterflies in the tummy, the aching of the heart from missing, the jitters that arises from his voice, his murmurs, his drawl, all combined and causes a combustion of unrequited instability, I blame on LOVE Potion Number 9!

I get aroused and then I feel like a child who has lost a game or a favourite toy! I feel a rush of madness engulf me , when I call I can’t connect, when I message I don’t get a direct reply, when I have to wait, I actually wait for news; a sound, a mention, any indication, he knows I exist. The “falling in love” without anticipating it to happen. They say love and be loved in return. They say it will bite you in the most unexpected places, that it will hit you when you least expect it. I am delirious from it all. I feel an abundance of energy in my euphoric state and then a sudden low from a space of separation. I am enjoying, am intoxicated and savouring each emotion and learning from it, that to fall in love and then feel love, is a wonderful gift.It doesn’t matter what age you are, as long as you can understand about connection, you may very well be a victim at some stage in your life of Love Potion Number 9!

The energy is huge, the auras combined, without touching, sends stimulus to the brain, causes it to malfunction, thus the reasons for erratic behaviour and that silly permanent smug and smiles that occur ,without realising. I behave like an over sedated mental patient, who is in her world of her own. Sometimes coming through with few words of understanding, yes or no…when I speak with him, a train of words pour out and regurgitate to signal, how infatuated I am and head over heels in love with the figment of imaginary amour. I want to touch and feel and satisfy, the desire he burns in me.

Oh Love Potion Number 9, you are truly POTENT!

~LorraineNur~ , (in love and high on it!):)